I am thinking of you and your mother this morning.
Your Mother raised a loving and caring daughter, and I am positive she knows you are with her in every way possible today. She knows you are respecting her memory in a very special way....loving her in your own unique way and in your own safe space, singing her songs in the company of your animal angels. She sees your tears and hears your voice and she understands that you must keep healthy....every mother wants their child to stay safe and well. Although your other family members might not understand your needs right now, your mother certainly does.
I lift up my prays for you, your family, and for the healing of your grief, your estrangement from the family members who, in their ignorance of your health issues, do not understand your absence, and for your illness to let you have peace and normalcy once more....in God all things are possible.
This morning as I am sitting here thinking of you, I put a tape of my flute music on....I don't have my flute anymore, but I recorded this about 9 years ago. The solo is of tears and sorrow, but of hope and resignation, of passion and the soul....it is The Meditation of Thais by Jules Massenet. It has long been one of my favorite flute solos and I play the music today for your sorrow at your mother's transition, and for your pain and grief. The notes of the flute are the tears....and the pray is heard in Heaven.
Be well, stay in your healthy safe space and let your body be okay. Your suffering will pass and your mother's memory will always hold that very special place in your heart that only a daughter can know. Go have some cinnamon toast!
Thank you, dear Catherine.
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